Trying hard to change me, I wonder if I can.
Searching every angle trying to make it good
Every time it happens it never seems to last
And every time I try it I fall back on my ass

I guess I should face the facts
After I've had enough I realized that I will never change
Perhaps I should see the good that every day presents to me
After I've seen to much your poison souls contaminate my mind I have had enough for me
And maybe

Trying all these new things, did I make you cry
Can somebody tell me who or what am I?
If I were any of you I would turn in disgust
I would like to leave you but I’ll stay if I must

First time played live: May 15th, 2000
Last time played live: August 30th, 2003